Saturday, October 31, 2009'♥
I've lost all interests in life.
Including my love for shoppings.
The only interest kept - boozing.
I've been trying hard to keep myself busy.
To stop my thoughts from wandering.
Despite feeling exhausted at the end of every day.
Insomnia refuse to leave me still.
I feel trapped.
I dont know what exactly went wrong.
I dont know what exactly i am upset about.
Everything's in a terrible mess.
Everything's adding on.
Its SO depressing.
I just wanna leave.
I dont wanna be restricted in any ways.
I need happy pills.
I need people to cheer me up before i die off thoroughly.
I need to free myself out of this shit very much.
I just..
Wanna be happy like before.
N do whatever shits i want.
:(
im thinking...
maybe...
well...
life...
thats it...
Zombie@10/31/2009 07:29:00 PM